Well, in my morning weigh-in I got a bit of a surprise. I've lost another couple of pounds. Hopefully the better nutrition coming soon will help to stem that loss, but in looking at my weight I realized that I now weigh about the same as I did in 1985. Weigh-in was 146 lbs. Wow. I have joked in the past about trying to get back down to my high school graduation weight (which was 135 lbs), but now I'd be happy to get back up to my mid-30's weight of 160.
Let's see. How did I gain 25 lbs in just a couple of years in my late 20's? Mostly I did it by starting a serious bicycle riding program and putting on muscle and core. Now, that is not so much of an option for a while. Maybe next year. For now I'll settle for just cramming as many calories into my belly as I can stand. To that end, I've been sitting here watching the Cowboys beat the Redskin while slow-dripping a 530-calorie supplement into my feeding tube.
Weight is a concern, but not eating is a bummer. I really like food. Just look in my FB stream for food pics…you'll find many. In reading blog entries from others about the return of normal taste after radiation, I'm seeing anywhere from 4-6 weeks after treatment ends to 4-6 months to never. The nevers, though, seem to be tongue-related cancers. So, I'm hoping for the lower-end of that scale.
Oh, and have you ever noticed how many commercials there are for food on TV? Until all this happened, I haven't really watched TV for a few years. Now, I am spending way too much time watching TV. In the last hour: Pizza, sub sandwiches, all-you-can-eat shrimp, hamburgers, all this stuff that looks so good, but I know would taste so bad. Sigh.
Plenty of time to eat next year.