Actually, this weekend it doesn't even take a spoon. I've had a pretty continuous cough (throat irritation generating a lot of phlegm). Several times this weekend my cough has triggered gagging. I've managed to not totally lose it, but when it happens it takes several tense minutes to settle things down. This is not nausea at all. Really looking forward to seeing this phase go away.
Other than that, I'm not noting any other substantive changes. The tumor does seem to be smaller, but with other swelling that is really difficult for me to judge. I'll get a better read on this on Tuesday when I meet with my Radiation Oncologist. We are still hopeful that this week will finish off the tumor.
This will be my last treatment week. Chemo on Monday, then radiation Monday – Friday, then done. Well, my medical team says that I'll have about another 2 weeks of downslope after the last radiation before I start to really feel better. That said, other than the gagging, I don't really feel bad. I don't have a whole lot of energy, but I don't feel particularly weak.
Assuming the tumor is gone, the next thing on the worry list will be what can be done about the structure of my trachea. From what I can tell (and, again, I'll get a better read on this on Tuesday), there has really been no regrowth of the thyroid cartilage. That is a major tracheal structure, and I'm not finding much on Google in regards to surgical restoration. Hopefully I'm just not finding something that exists. Without restoration I'm afraid the only option will be tracheotomy, which I really want to avoid.
I've been able to make it into the office most days (well, except for Mondays which are totally taken up with treatment). I'm certainly not at my most productive, but it feels better to go in and do something…even if I could do most of those same things from the comfort of my living room. Plus, my treatments are about 15-20 minutes from the office, so it is really more convenient to leave from there instead of from my house, which can be 45 minutes to an hour away from treatment.
I am ready for the treatment break for so many reasons, not the least of which is the anticipation of taste, swallowing, eating coming back. I really, really miss food. My transition to eating goal is December 10…and I want to be eating most of my food by Christmas. I'll be sure to take some foodie shots as I move in that direction.