Throat Blog — I’m Too Nice

Well, I’m not always too nice. If I have a headache or feel a bit queasy I know I can be a bit peevish. But, up to yesterday, I haven’t really felt off. I felt great, in fact, all weekend.

Yesterday morning, though, I woke up queasy. Not exactly nauseous, but not ready for anything more than a nibble of food. And, I had a slight headache that grew as the day wore on. I spent all morning with my car in the shop…sitting in an uncomfortable chair in the dealership’s cafe doing email and other work.

Then, I went in at 1:30pm to have the poison pump unplugged from my mediport. I had been warned on Friday that they were just squeezing me in and that I’d probably have to wait a bit, so I hunkered down in another uncomfortable chair in a crowded waiting area and checked email, tried to review some technical stuff I’ve been putting off, and nursing the growing headache.

The afternoon wore on. Knowing that I can be a bit peevish when I feel this way, I kept saying to myself, “Self…just be patient. They are obviously very busy. They will get to you in time.” Self settled a little deeper into the chair, mildly appeased.

Well, the afternoon continued to wear on and I continued to have longer and more heated “Self” chats until it was after 4:30pm and I was the only one left in the waiting area. Two people came out to check on me, got rather alarmed looks on their faces, and rushed away. Very quickly after that, a nurse took me back to have the pump unplugged. They had had a miscommunication and thought that I’d already been seen to hours before.

Actual removal just took a few minutes (and that was as they instructed me on how to do it myself, next time). Glad to have the pump off…and actually feel a little better, today. Still a mild headache and a slight sore throat, but I was able to eat fine last night and this morning.

I think that next time, though, I’ll let self have its way after only a chat or two.

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