Yes, it is, indeed, a challenge. I've dwelt a bit on how tough it has become to get in enough calories. Well, this week, I hit the wall. Between the lack of flavor, lack of appetite, and not being able to swallow much, I have officially thrown in the towel as far as trying to get most of my food by mouth. This happened so much more quickly than I had expected…I really thought this would be a gradual process and that I would still be eating for a few more weeks (if not through the end of treatment).
So, Wednesday evening, after realizing I was only able to get in about 700 calories (which I supplemented with some Boost poured down my PEG), I emailed the dietician for help. Friday we met after radiation and she's ordered me a full liquid diet. I do still need to chew/swallow some each day to keep up my ability to recover, faster. But, most of my calories will be through liquid supplements poured down the feeding tube. All the hard supplies (basically an IV stand and some gravity-feed bags to pour my "meals" into) arrived last night. Today, I'm awaiting the actual nutritional supplements. While I'm waiting for that to arrive, I do still have some Boost VHC and also some additional supplements the dietician provided for me to carry me over for a day or so.
Meanwhile, I started back to work on Thursday. Mostly just catching up on what I've been out of the loop on for the last few weeks. Not much energy left at the end of the day, so no wild parties (although I was invited to attend one last night). So, not much energy for blog updating. But, extra calories this morning and with nothing to do other than wait for supplies to arrive, I've got the mental energy to expend on a few words, today.
This week, looking forward to getting the staples out of my belly (I really think they could have come out last week…everything looks pretty well healed). Ooh, what a thing to look forward to. Staple removal. I really need to find some better things to anticipate.